So here I am 

And I know things change

It’s growing up

But it just feels strange

I know people grow up and apart

I’m not too naive I know life can be hard

And I know these things 

Trust me I do 

But I really didn’t think that it would happen with you.

So here’s to 

The we that we were

Let’s hope we make it through 

The worst of the worst

Cause it hurts now

Though it’ll get better soon

But last year I said I’d recover by June

I guess I made my bed

And now I have to lie in it

Though in my head 

I never thought I’d have to die in it

I know I said

I wanted some distance 

But I never really thought 

You’d forget my existence

But I need to accept it

Things just didn’t feel right

I shouldn’t regret it

I know it was time

So here’s to the past

I guess I did have a blast

It’s time to move on

Because nothing can last

It is time to move on

To the bigger and brighter

It’s time to move on

So that I can feel lighter

But I’ve told myself this

A million times

And here I still am

Making up rhymes 

Cause it’s hard to let go

Not sure that I can

To the past that I know 

And the dreams that I’ve had

But change is a necessity 

It’s what they always say

So I’ll pretend that’s okay with me

Until I find my way