Love. Why is it so hard to find or feel? and why is it so hard to move on. There are different types of love, there is forced love,forbidden love,being blind in love, and there is the best kind of love. Amor para siempre. (forever love). There is also Love but not person love, like another type of love. you just gotta feel it and you’ll know what I mean.
You hit the ground you think, Why not just give up on finding love. One should not give up on finding that one person. Being with them, finding your lost spark. Your happiness. Your forever. You finally find that person and you know your in love with them and you see a future with them and wanting to live the rest of your life with them. It’s difficult to find love when you think you’re in love but you’re just looking for the attention you had with that one person.
I felt that with a special someone. What we had was the best thing I felt. I know I’m young but I know what I felt. When I was with him my whole world was perfect. All my problems were gone. I was happy. I got my spark back. But when I found out I was moving my world stopped. Everything changed I broke up with him. As much as it hurts me i had to let him go. Now I feel like I’ll never find that type of love again. I have that feeling. I wont feel that way again. I let him go physically but not mentally. It’s hard at a new school. i wish I could ask him how hes doing, if hes okay but it isn’t my place no more to ask.
Another example is in Othello by William Shakespeare, Othello didn’t give up on Desdemona. She was his forever. In the beginning of their story they were forbidden. Her father didn’t approve. But they made it work even if her father didn’t like it. Desdemona loved Othello. She only had eyes for him. He was blind and didn’t see what was in front of him. Also, the guy at the phone booth in the desert. He didn’t stop cause he found another type of love.
That’s why love is so difficult. You never know if it’s real or not. If they feel the same way. Love is blind. Finding someone to feel that love with you. I will always love that person. They’ll always stay in my heart. You need to find that person that matches your energy. But then again they say “opposites attract.” When you find that person you’ll know if it’s love or not. If it’s real or fake.