Unheard Sorry’s

I’m sorry, I wish I would’ve always said that I’m sorry. Although I know now it still pains me to hear that you never knew that I was sorry. I know that it was almost all the time when I would cause you to worry, but I never appreciated it so greatly my wet eyes now that were always starry. Gramps, I wish you could hear me when I say that I’m sorry.

If I were to ever hear your voice again, I would never try to talk eleven when you were talking ten. Now that I’m grown and have gone through life, even bought my own den. I wish that if only at that time we were both men. Both men who would continue with shared differences and similarities, crossing out the severities with a pen. Not ever raising our voices not knowing if there was ever a tomorrow where we would be able to start over again.

So I ask you to heed my call. When loved ones say their words and annoy you just remember that the situation is never all that tall. You can never roll a ball down it’s ramp of life with many bumps and stops and not expect it to stall. You’d rather live a peaceful life with the least of strife, so stay away from temptations that cause you to brawl, and in turn bawl. Life is made of hundreds of thousands of recalls so you do well to ensure that those recalls are something you want to call.

Feeling the Way – Ch 5 Queen of Cats

It was dark. I mean my eyes weren’t closed or anything, and the sun was out too. But it just felt dark. As if I was trying to make my way up an unlit cave or mine. Moving into a new neighborhood is hard. I lost all of my friends, and now I have to make new ones. I don’t know my way around and honestly, the neighbors kinda spook me out. Maybe I’m just really cute. The house is a lot bigger than the last, and I’m happy about it, but this was all too much for me. I felt as if I was born again today. Knock Knock. I wondered who it was as my mom opened the door. 

“Hi!” She was a stubby Vietnamese lady. Awesome! 

I’m just happy she gave us welcoming gifts. Especially the food. Maybe this is not so bad after all.