These thoughts in my head, keeping me awake at night not knowing how to control these feelings. I know our time is over but my heart tells me not to give up on what we had.

Still caring, still wanting to know if he’s doing okay even when it’s not my place no more to ask. Everything reminds me of him, not a single thing that doesn’t. My feelings have not changed as much as I tried to forget what we had. He was different than anyone I’ve noticed. My heart wants them so bad. But it won’t be the same. We’re strangers with memories.. I’m willing to wait as long as it takes for us to find each other again. In this lifetime or in another.

Knowing he’s bad for me. Knowing he’s changed. Not caring and just wanting to spend time with him and laugh and smile being happy with him knowing how he was. Not being able to say or do anything. Knowing he’s moved on. Las cosas no son las mismas.(things aren’t the same.) No matter what i will always be here for him. Always and 4ever.